3eed Prayer

assalamu 3alikom,

Today al7amdulillah i went to the 3eed prayer, it was really nice.

wat u dont know that i really didnt want to go, i was feeling like :"ya rabbyyy, mesh 3ayza aroo7.. bas i have to... feha a lw maro7tish, yarabby, i have to, haroo7 wana maleesh nefs 5alessss :( ".. i kno that this sounds "7aram !" but that wat i really felt, not only me, my sister and cousins too!!

el mohem i went as i said - bel3afya- the mousque was crewded and every thing was like evey where in a 3eed moring :)

while we were saying the takbeeraat, the imam interrupted saying that we are muslims, and the islaam is the religion of order, we have to say the takberaat toghether, not koll wa7ed fe wady!!, he said we have to feel that "ALLAHU Akbaar", and that today Allah is looking at us with the angels and Allah wants to be proud of us , All muslims at the same time saying :"Allahu akbaar, Allahu akbaar".. we feel it and say it with love, pride and belief <--- those where his words!!

we continued takbeer, then stood to pray, he said : "ppl, for ur sake, the 5otba is part of the prayer, 3eed 5otba is a short one, we need to listen to it not just run after the tasleeem, stay and listen,then u will be doing as our dear prophet Muhammad did (pbuh) " ... and we prayed

of course i waited till the end of th e5otba.. he spoke about ( Al i7saan), he said the hadeeth :"Enna Allaha kataba al i7sana fe kolli shay2", he said that we have to be an "a7san" friend, "a7san" relative, "a7san" student... we have to do All the things we do "b-a7san" way, Allah loves that we do thingswith i7saan, Allah made the i7saan in every thing.

he also said that any thing u do in this life can be rewarded with soo much 7asanaat if u intend "al i7saan " in it for Allah, cz at the end of the story, every thing we do, we do it for Allah..

Now, i'm glad that i went to the prayer, and al7amdulillah happy with the usefull things i heard today, al7amdulillah that i didnt just stay at home like any other lazy person.. after All, howwa fee kam 3eed ad7a fel sana !!! :D

Kol sana wento tayyebeen :)

salaaaaam

Happy Feast

assalamu 3alikom,

Koll sana wento gamee3an b5eeer, ya rabb isAllah tkoon ayyamko kollaha sa3ada...

w Alf mabrook, isAllah tkoono mn elly rabbena 3ataqhom mn el naar today :)

thnx for those who sent me mails to add to my do3aa2 list, rabbena ytaqabbal menna w menkom ya rabb w yshfy mardana w mardakom w yrda 3anna gamee3an w yrzoqna el i5laas ya rabb, w yzedna noor :)

mesh 3arfa leeh ba2aly fatra 7assa enny 3ayza 2a2ool :"matensoneesh, hatew7ashooony", maybe cz this is the last 3eed that we are spending together, this fact arouses my tears... but isAllah our future will be full of happiness and we will meet again isAllah.

Alqakom 3ala 5eeer :)

special thanks to nosnos ;), rabbena yr3aaky w y7fazik.. enny o7ebboki fellaah (F)

salaaaaaam

kelmeteen 3assaree3

assalamu 3alikom,

mn kam yoom 3amalt zamb fazee3, kont lying down 3al bed, about to sleep, sme3t athan el fagr w 2olt fe serry :"ha2oom now" , w lamma omt la2eet el donia mnawwara wel shams tal3a... mn el a5er : ana sme3t el athan w bardo masaletsh el fagr...

7asseeet yomha bel zamb awyyy, w olt : yalahwy !!, howwa fee afza3 mn keda!!.. ana mesh bas sme3t el athan, da ana raddetto kaman...

el mohem olt yomha ana hasoom takfeeran 3an el amb da, ma3 enny kan nefsy yomha aftar awy, el yoom da fel kolleyya tawaeeel w mesh metsa77ara wala 7aga... bas olt bardo hasoom ::"rabbena y3'ferly ba2a", kont fe3lan mesh 3arfa akaffar ezzay.

yomha sub7ana Allah, el mo7adra etla3'et w rawwa7t badry :) ... w ftert 3ady w nemt tany yoom w s7eeet 3ala el fagr lwa7dy... omt fay2a w msa7sa7a ma3 enny kont nayma met2a55ar...w salleet el fagr 7ader wal7amdulillah .. sub7ana Allah fe3laan

hatha mn fadl rabby, al7amdulillaaahi rabbel 3alameen :)

ur (-ve) emotions

assalamu 3alikom,

i feel like it's been years since my last post, glad to be back :)

anyways, I'm attending nowadays the basic course 2 in Zedny, i see it's really cool.

last Tuesday the session was "how to deal with your negative emotions"... i thought that it was gonna be about not being sad, trying to smile, neglect how u feel, get busy by anything else, etc...

the session was really amazing.. it wasn't traditional as i thought it would be... a totally new content.

the instructor said that the negative feelings are very beautiful things.. each feeling we feel carries a msg that calls us for a certain action saying :"Hello, i'm the X feeling carrying the following msg, you need to do Y urgently !!!".. WOW ... this is a paradigm shift :D

he called the negative feelings as "Signals", and listed the most common "signal" as follows:

Discomfort Fear Anger Guilt Overload Inadequacy & Frustration

also listing each one's msg and the action it is calling for.

as i saw this a wonderful material i decided to give it in our dear FCIS, so if u r seeking details just come and attend :D....

i feel :"al7amdulillaaah that i had that awesome chance to attend that session", i feel blessed, and I'm trying to start acting as i learnt.

God bless u All..

salaaaaaaaam

فقد مس القوم قرح مثله

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله

سورة آل عمران بها مجموعة آيات من أحب الآيات إلى قلبي و هي الآيات من 138 إلى 142

..أراها علاج أي حزن أوانكسار لأني أؤمن بأنها تقوم بما يسمى بــــ

Paradigm Shift :)

أولها :"هذا بيان للناس وهدى وموعظة للمتقين" ... بالرغم من أن هذه الآية خاتمة لما قبلها ,, إلا أني أسعد عندما أقرؤها على أنها مقدمة لما بعدها.. أي : هذا الذي سيأتي ذكره هو بيان للناس و موعظة و هدى للتقين .. اللهم اجعلنا منهم

ولا تهنوا ولا تحزنوا وأنتم الأعلون إن كنتم مؤمنين ... الرائعة :) ... و أفهمها: إن كنا مؤمنين فنحن الأعلون , فلا يهن المؤمن ولا يحزن...أفضّل -من وجهة نظري المتواضعة- أن أفهمها هكذا عوضا عن : أنتم الأعلون فلا تهنوا و لا تحزنوا, هذا إن كنتم مؤمنين... أفضّل الأولى

ثم الأروع- و القرآن كله رائع : "إن يمسسكم قرح فقد مس القوم قرح مثله وتلك الأيام نداولها بين الناس " ياااااااااااااااااااه... عندما تعلم يقينا أنك لست وحدك في حزنك هذا, وأن الله ابتلى غيرك ممن سبقوك و ممن هم آتون بعدك بنفس ما ابتلاك به... يااااااه, و أن هذه سنة الله في خلقه, وأن ما تشعر به الآن و ما تعانيه و جهادك القوي الذي تجاهد به نفسك و يرهقك و لا تقوي عليه و تطلب من الله أن يعينك على نفسك وألا يشغل قلبك بسواه , كل هذا لست فيه وحدك و لست الأول و لن تكون الآخر... و ان دعاءك و قربك من الله و استعانتك به كان هو زاد من قبلك و يكون الآن زادك.. فتدعو الآن لنفسك و لغيرك

لماذا هذا ..لماذا مبدأ:"أغالب نفسي و تغلبني"... يأتي الرد :"وليعلم الله الذين آمنوا ويتخذ منكم شهداء والله لا يحب الظالمين ".. اللهم اجعلنا مؤمنين ولا تجعلنا في القوم الظالمين

سبب آخر.. أن هذا الذي أنت فيه ثمن للجنة التى طالما دعوت الله سبحانه بها و سألته إياها.. ثمنها أن تجاهد نفسك لا تكل ولا تمل, ثمنها أن تصبر و ما أعظم اجر الصابرين.. و الصبر :"كأن شيئا لم يكن"....."أم حسبتم أن تدخلوا الجنة ولما يعلم الله الذين جاهدوا منكم ويعلم الصابرين "

لست أدرى إن استشعرتم و إياي ما قلت سالفة... و لكني لا أزال أعشق هذه الآيات و أوصي كل من أراه حزينا بقراءتها وأحب الله أنه رزقنا إياها في كتابه العزيز ... أحبك ربي

و فقنا الله لما يحب و يرضى

So... let's have Patience

i was checking one of my friends' space and found this:

قال شمس الدين بن القيم رحمه الله : وإنما يجد المشقة في ترك المألوفات والعوائد من تركها لغير الله، أما من تركها مخلصاً لله فإنه لا يجد في تركها مشقة إلا أول وهلة؛ ليمتحن أصادق في تركها أم كاذب، فإن صبر على تلك المشقة قليلاً استحالت لذة

Now i remebered those two beautiful verses :

1)انه من يتق ويصبر فان الله لا يضيع اجر المحسنين
2)وَأَمَّا مَنْ خَافَ مَقَامَ رَبِّهِ وَنَهَى النَّفْسَ عَنِ الْهَوَى فَإِنَّ الْجَنَّةَ هِيَ الْمَأْوَى

Allahumma 2a3enna 3ala anfusina... waj3alna nm el mottaqeen assabereeen

salaaaam

My Du3a2 List

assalamu 3alikom...

b4 Ramadan ends, and b4 i finish my 5atma- which was one of my best 5atmas ever, Al7amdulillah- i thought that i really have to pray (ad3y), and ad3y a lot, and i thought of a very nice thing al7amdulillah :)

i thought that i'll pray for every one i know after my 5atma, and i wanted to be saying their own do3a2 - actually when sm1 says pray for me, i dont know wat shall i pray with at all-..... so i started a tiny campaign, gathering every one's do3a2 in a paper just to have them in hand after my 5atma and go on ed3eying :)... ya3ny saying do3aa2 :D

i collected ad3aya from my friends, colleagues, T.A.s, even Dr.s, my family and others... telling every one to write down whatever he/she wishes ( as do3a2 el Muslim le2a5eeh el Muslim mostagab).

the Do3a2 list reached 13 pages long !!.... i was soooo touched when reading them All. There were some ad3ya that made me smile, others that made me cry, others that made me reconsider, and many like that....

i saw the ppl i know from other aspects that i wasnt seeing them from... i also felt that this Do3a2 list made me somewhat closer to Allah.... it was an indescribable feeling that i had when saying All these ad3aya.. i felt really gr8.

i even decided to keep this Do3aa2 list and say it once in a while, and pray for those ppl :)

words are really not enough, i kind of speechless, i only want to say two things:
1) الحمد لله الذي هدانا لهذا و ما كنا لنهتدي لولا أن هدانا الله
2) guys, this is a start, why not every one of u seek those who he/she knows -even only cares for- and write down their prayers and just pray for them once in a while.... bgd it feels fantastic (Y).

Rabbena yataqabbal menna wa menkom.

P.S: i Do in deed thank Allah for this Ramadan, i really felt the difference... Allahumma taqabbalhu menna w balle3'na Ramadan el qadem :)... Allahumma ij3alna mn el mottaqeen

salaaaaaaaam

what's Going on! (2)

assalamu 3alikom,

i was late in sending this second post due to a bigger depression. and same feeling of :"2al 3ayzaan nsalla7 2al, mafeeesh faydaaa!!"... and that was because what happend to those in the SC department... rabbena yonsorhom ya rabb.

now i'm back again, and decided to keep what i wanted to do in the first place, that we should really make the difference. and we started like this:

i'm in the CSys department, more than half of the students there were forced to join it, and we have to do something about that.

applying the "inside outside" principle, and "being proactive" as i said before, we decided to make our department the best department.... it will be the best due to those who are in there.. me and my colleagues : Heba, Heba , Waleed and Reda.

we decided to help those who dont like the dept to like it, help them understand what they cant get.. assist them in solving problems and exams.... and this will be a result of the small "study group" that we will start from next week isAllah ( me and the 4 i mentioned above), where we will explain things to each other, exchange our notes that we took in the lectures, gather all the questions that we have and make sure that five of us are capable of explaining things to others... tab3an this process is more organised with more details between us.

the best part i like is wat heba 3sam said :"i want those who hated joining this department to say:"i was wrong when i was sad, this is the best thing for me" "....

all wat i ask u for is ur prayers that Allah helps us and keep our intentions good for him and only him...

P.S: isAllah i'll make the T.M.D event :) .... i cant let go my dreams that simply.. walla a!!!!

salaaaaam

what's Going on!

assalamu 3alikom,

If u r in FCIS, u definitely feel the horrible atmosphere that is there... every one is sad, depressed, broken or not satisfied.
we were welcomed in the first week by couple of unfair events that made every one just feeling bad... ppl feel so bad for the departments that they joined bel3afya, they feel like dead.. almost every body has a problem in the graduation project or the graduation team... every body feels injustice
As an ACMer there are things that i Have to do, like mentoring and some events such as the TMD.
Well, i feel weak, i feel that i hate this college, how would i ever talk to the new class and tell them to love it while i feel deep nofooor for every one in the college staff (drs), and every place in the college... i just feel "nafsy ta3afuh".
How can i make a difference a place where every one is feeling injustice and feeling miserable. who would listen!!... who am i fooling!!! 2al TMD 2al
I thought that i may have a chance of being a TA in CSys and that it would be a good chance to "give"... now i feel "who cares!!", meen ygeelo nefs y2addem 7aga fel kolleyya de.
she3arat she3arat, w mabade2 w mabade2, w fel a5er we are as roaa said seeking water in the desert.

but u know what!!!, rabbena 7akeeem, and fair, and it's not that bad, i have to think where is el 5eer in all wat is happening, cz ana 3andy yaqeeen shedeed fellah sub7anahu wata3ala.. and i know that Allah is Always there.

Allah wants to see what are we gonna do to fix this situation or to even look at the bright side.... and i thought of "being proactive", and thought of the "inside outside" principle...
in the next post isAllah, i'll tell u wat i decided to do, and hope u help if u can, we now need to make it better more that any time b4... we cant just give up and let go every thing cz we are desperate... we have to change that fact.

salaaam

advise me, i CAN'T advise myself

assalamu 3alikom,

well, now i'm confused which department i should join in our college. and i really dont know... mmmmmm, i should decide soon whether it's Computer Science or Computer Systems.

what do i think of Csys??

1) i started thinking about it due to the graduation project, and started praying isti5ara.... then i was convinced that there is no relation between them- project and department- , but i donno y it just entered my mind and not getting off!!!

2) i feel that i will learn about "Technology" in Csys, and that's smth that i want to know about.... But, i donno if i will make it in CSys. it's somewhat like engineering and i donno if i will succeed in such a study :S

3) i believe that the good Drs and small number of students is a great factor fel mawdoo3, bezzat that i like the drs, they are really good masha2Allah and ready to do anything for us. // except for one: DR. S. S.

4) there are ppl who were forced to join the department and can never adapt, it's like hell for them... in the other hand, i can adapt, i do.... so i thought of giving other ppl a chance, i can't be greedy.

5) i dont want my career to be "DEVELOPER" and only developer... i have other dreams, and i believe that joining CSys gives me more options.

6) there is a probability that i'll be a T.A if i join CSys. of course our college is not "amalaa" to be a T.A feeha, but this will be a very good advantage in my CV if i will change my career.

Now, what do i think about CS???

1) i Love programming, i love the .NET framework... it's like a nightmare that i will not do programming in CSys.

2) i want that i'll gain much skills in CS, learn more stuff and so.... keda keda i will work in this career even for a short while b4 i change it!

3) subjects are familiar, we already know smth about every thing, so it wont be that bad as CSys... but i hate to "STUDY" science for science... i prefer it as general knowledge.

4) All most all the students in CS are really good, the atmosphere will be challenging and encouraging to work and so... un like CSys... 3/4 of the students are not even "pass".

5) there is a T.A who will give one of the courses, and i do HATE that man, i donno how can i ever attend any of his sections.... aslo nazel fe kolloo :S

6) i dont need to go in depth awy in CS due to the view that i have for my career - i mean changing it w keda-, so, why to bother in CS.

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well, i'm really confused, and donno what to do. Feeling that i'm in a moral situation and i have to let go CS for others makes my brain unable to think.

i attended lectures in both and yet i cant decide. in CS i feel that there is smth in me refusing to hear the lecturer although i may understand.

and smth in me makes me listen so carefully in CSys although i really dont get some stuff.

ya rabbb, "rabby 5ir le wa5tarly".. "Allahumma dabberly fa2enny la o7seno attadbeer"

sry guys for this desperate post, but do u have any suggestions??!!


salaaaam

Every thing (and / v.s) Nothing

assalamu 3alikom,

When there is a relationship between Every thing and Nothing, How do u think it could be!!!

Well, i'll tell u what i think.

Every thing is "EVERY thing", gives Nothing any thing it wants; Because ,poor Nothing, is "NOTHING", cant do anything to himself, has no control on anything and lacks every thing.

So, "Nothing" has no options but asking "Every thing" for anything he wants, well, because every thing is "Every thing", he gives and never stops, and no matter how much "Every thing" gives "Nothing", "Every thing" is never the less, and "Nothing" is never anything else but NOTHING.

How does "Nothing" makes that better, how could he change that fact of being "Nothing" ???.

the answer is simply he can never EVER change that fact, specially that "Every thing" it there and already EVERY THING. and "Nothing" has to understand that fact and ever think that he could be "Something" by any how... because there no such a creature called "Something", and it is against "No thing's" nature to just convert to be "Something", it's not even Logic!!!!

But there is something that "Nothing" can do, which is, instead of being something, is Doing something, making any effect in anything...no one remembers any "NOTHING", but they will remember him if that "Nothing" Left "Something" in this world, changed "Something" in other "No thing's" life... Made "something" that pleased "EVERY thing" and "Everything" rewarded him in return... ohhh, and u can imagine how "EVERY thing" rewards!!!!! no matter how small the Reward is, it is still HUGE relative to "Nothing" !

((Noticed that All the words in green are verbs, i.e. ACTIONS ??!!!!!))

So, Don't u see it silly and insane if "Nothing" comes and challenges "EVERY THING"!!, ohhh, that's really insane... "Nothing " forgot who he is, and thought that DOING "something" made him every thing.... but the fact is : No.... Nothing was born Nothing and will die Nothing.


so, For All the "Nothings" that are reading this now.... remember this fact, and focus on leaving "Something" that pleases "EVERY thing"... and never hesitate of asking "Every thing" for anything, cz no matter how much "Every thing" gives, it will never change the fact of him being "EVERY thing" and "Nothing" being actually NOTHING!!!

the good news is that "Every things" LOVES "Nothing" although his mean being...... this may sound really strange, i mean, why would "EVERY thing" love "Nothing"!!!.... but this is "No thing's" luck.

also wanted to say that as "EVERY thing" can give anything... it can also TAKE anything....so "Nothing" Really needs to RECONSIDER .


Salaaaaam

Mhanna's Meeting

assalamu 3alikom



Today we met Hussein Mhanna, he is an FCISian, 2003 class, and the second president of the ACM-ASCIS.



This meeting is one of the best meetings that i've ever attended. He spoke to us as the new ACM steering committee, telling us advices and so.



i liked the ideas that he spoke about so much, loved especially the idea of having mentors in our college, that was something really. i actually discovered that my problem in my college that i needed a mentor, an advisor. i think this idea will make a huge difference in the college .

i loved also the idea of providing students with computers if they dont have, i believe that so much ppl will need that.



he spoke about leaders too, and he said that we are already ! making us feel the responsibility of what we are going through....



i just felt "al7amdulillaaah", al7amdulillah that i have this chance to be in the ACM steering committee, bezzat this committee, i cant tell u how did i join it in the first place .... i wasnt an ACMer aslan, i dont have membership card -till now :P- , and all of a sudden I'm a member in the steering committee !!

one of the things kaman that made me feel so much great is that i was already thinking of most of wat he spoke about, and actually started to implement some.... i felt exactly as Dr. Omar karam said "I'm in the middle of the way!".

al7amdulillah, i hope Allah helps Us - the new steering committee-, as we have plenty of plans and plenty of intentions too... we are indeed a great team :)

al7amdulillah, Thank u ya rabby for this, "وكان فضل الله عليك عظيما"


salam ba2a :)

Thank You bgd (F)

i feel these words for two of my friends : My kitty and my little apricot :)

and i mean every word and feel it to them.... i wish All of u have friends that can do such an effect in ur lives :)



For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
I'm everything I am Because you loved me

ســـــــلام و أنا

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته

امبارح رحت صليت المغرب في مسجد كان بقالي أكتر من 6 سنيــن ماصليتش هناك... كان فيه أطفال كتير أوي و ستات كمان بيحفظوا و يسمعوا قرآن قبل الصلاة

بعد الصلاة, وأنا خارجة خلاص من المسجد شوفت بنت و شبهت عليها, قلت ياترى هيه دي"سلام" اللي كانت معايا في أولى اعدادي و لا لأ؟؟

طبعا أنا ذاكرتي مش حديدية, ولا هي شكلها زي ماهوه من أولى اعدادي طبعا ... اللي خللاني أشبه عليها , الحركة اللا إرادية اللي بتعملها براسها و ايديها... أيوة ماهي سلام ماكانتش طبيعية جسديا..غير حركة راسها و ايديها الملفتة و الغير طبيعية( ربنا يعافيكو يا رب) عندها صعوبة في النطق و الكلام, و كمان عندها مشكلة في عنيها ,ماتلاقيش عينيها الاتنين بيبصوا مع بعض, ده غير ان فهمها بطيء....ربنا يعفوعنها و يعافيها يارب

المهم.. أنا قلت أكيد هيه يعني , صعب تكون حد تاني.. قلت أروح أسألها و لو طلعت مش هيه يبقى خلاص.. و كان الكلام كالآتي

أنا : سلام ؟؟ إنتي سلام ؟؟
سلام -بصوتها المتقطع- : أيوة
أنا : انا نهى كنت معاكي في المدرسة زمان, فكراني ؟؟
سلام : آآآه, نهى, فاكراكي , إزيك ؟؟
أنا : الحمد لله بخير, انت جايه المسجد ليه؟؟؟؟
سلام : أنا حفظت العشر و براجعهم دلوقتي

أنا تنحت !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! طبعا قلتلها ماشاء الله عليكي و خلصت معاها و سلمت عليها ومشيـــت

بس كنت برضو متنحة!!... ســـــــــــــــــــــلام !!! دي كانت بالعافية بتقرأ في المدرسة, و العيال مش بيحبوها عشان استيعابها بطـــــــــيء جدا.... يا سبحان الله حفظت عشر أجزاء و بتراجعهم!!!!

طبعا أنا مش بحقر من شأنها أبدا... بس عارفين إيه اللي وجعني أوي أوي ....أنا ما شفتهاش من أولى اعدادي.. لما حسبتها لاقيتها حوالي من عشر سنيـــــن

عشر سنيـــن,أنا حفظت فيهم قد إيه !!!!!!! يالهوي ده أنا مش فاكرة !!!! و اللي حفظته نسيته!!! يا لهوي عشر سنيـــن ضاعوا كده من عمري من غير ما حتى أحس بيهم !!! ده أنا سليمة الحمد لله, ماليش حجة... و سلام اللي بالعافية بتقرأ حفظت عشر أجزاء!!!! ده أنا كان زماني ختمت المصحف..لو كان الموقف ده حصل يوم القيامة وأنا بتحاسب كنت هعمل إيه و لا أروح من ربنا فيــــن, كنت هرد أقول إيه ولا أقول عذر إيه !!!!!! ولا حاجة خالص..... كنت هروح من ربنا فيـــــــــن....دي كارثة بكل المقاييس

ده الواحد بيضيع عمره و هو مش داري و فاكر نفسه ما شاء الله
"الذين ضل سعيهم في الحياة الدنيا وهم يحسبون أنهم يحسنون صنعا"

علي قد ما اتوجعت من نفسي, على قد ما حمدت ربنا إنه بعتلي حد يفوقني, و كمان قبل رمضان على طول.... الحمد لله رب العالمين

يا رب تكون الرسالة وصلت, ويكون رمضان ده بداية توبة و بداية مشوار ختم القرآن "حفظا" ربنا يجعلنا و إياكم من أهل القرآن

It's That Close

what is it!!, it's death...death is That close, yet we dont think of it.

we may die any second, by any how, while doing anything...yet we dont think of it.

we ignore so many things, make things pass as if nthn had happened, assume things are that simple and they are not, وتحسبونه هينا وهو عند الله عظيم

we dont remember the day of judgment, we just hit our light houses and never want to change our directions, we act as if we are the ones who have the lead of our lives, But Guess What...WE DONT HAVE ANY THING!, we Will die any second.....death is that close.

then wat!!!!!! when we die we will regret every second , and every moment in our lives...ppl then wish if they didnt just do popular things that are not right, and left right things that were not popular.

guys , death is that close!....are we ready for it!!.....talking about my self, i'm sorry to say that i'm not....

ana mesh 3arfaaa, harooo7 mn rabbena feeen!!, haroo7 mn rabbena feeen , w harodd 2a2ollo aaaa.... وَوَقَعَ الْقَوْلُ عَلَيْهِم بِمَا ظَلَمُوا فَهُمْ لا يَنطِقُونَ ... oh Allah, dont let us be of them.



ربنا ظلمنا انفسنا وان لم تغفر لنا وترحمنا لنكونن من الخاسرين


we have to reconsider, our lives, our feelings, our priorities, those whom we love, things that we do, words that we say, every thing, every thing.... are we gonna be glad when thay stand between us and our lord...or we will regret.....just regret, when there is no time for regression.


thinking of Allah, and all the mercy that he has, Allah forgives us, i'm sure about that, Allah loves us...
Allahuma ij3alna memman ystame3oona alqawla fayattabe3oona a7sanah.

meet u in ur do3aa2, enny o7ebbokom fellah

Your Mission Statment

assalamu 3alikom,

Habit Two says " Start with the end in Mind ", you have to know how do u want it to end, and work for it. Mission statement is about ur goal, vision, dream, desires, wat u want to achieve in life.

u have to set it to plan ur life

HERE is a mission builder by Franklin Covey. More than Perfect. i'm speachless bgd.

all wat i can say is, Check that link...What r u waiting 4 !!!!!!!!!!!

P.S : I LOVE "Covey"s

salaam

Seek First to Understand, Then to be Understood

assalamu 3alikom,

yesterday in the seven habits course that i take, the lecturer was talking about the fifth habit, "Seek First to Understand, Then to be Understood". and he said a fact that really made me amazed.

A person's emotional need to be understood is equal to his physical need to BREATHE !!!!!......

i DIDN'T know that !!, when he was saying that sentence i thought he'll say "..... their need to eat !!!".. but Air !!!!, wow, that's Huge!!


Being understood is an ESSENTIAL need!, that's y sm ppl just keep talking and talking, they just want to feel understood...but wat happens that ppl dont listen to each other, every one interrupts the other, and the problem occurs.

understanding that being understood is an essential need for human beings makes u think "who will satisfy ur need". now u wont be talking to any one w 5alas, u'll be seeking ppl who will really understand.

also being aware of that fact, makes u listen and listen and not interrupt ppl, cz they need it as much as they need the air they breathe.

Don't forget to pick those u will listen to, cz u cant just listen to every and any one...also pick those who will listen to u, not every body deserves to understand u :)

yalla,
salaaam

Follow ur Heart

assalamu 3alikom,

i had an idea for somthing. something that i believed in it so much, had intentions behind it & believed that i'll be making a difference and help ppl to make them feel better.

i prayed isti5ara for this thing several times, and i was amazed with the out comes, i felt that there was a HUGE tayseer and that Allah is really supporting me and guiding me to do it.

Today, i went to discuss that with someone , and here is wat happened

Other ppl interfered and we were not even talking about wat i WANT to do, we went thought an ENTIRELY different conversation.. and OH MY GOD !! they made me see the world dark and gloomy, convinced me that no way to do it, and if i want to change and make a difference i have to do this and this and that, asif i'm the president or something!!!!!!!

it ended up like :"it's is a dream, NOWAY to do it".... or maybe sounded like :"well, u can do X Y Z", although i wanted to do A B C :S :S :S

it was really paining, not that i discovered that i wont do it, but the feeling that :"i was praying isti5ara, every thing was just more than perfect, Allah was making things easy, oh Allah, did i understand ur msg wrong, could it be!!! i thought it was quite clear, and i was happy".

i was sad that i felt that i misunderstood, was happy for nthn actually, i donno how can i describe how i felt, i hope u understand.

then i met some one in power by chance, and told him my idea just for no reason, then wat !!!!! he said that i should stick to it, and he will help me, and that he'll get me sponsorship from a very well known organisation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

things went bright again, i felt Al7amdulillaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, i didnt get it wrong, Allah wants me to do it, that was really "tayseer", i would never EVER dream of such a thing, Allah supports me, Allah is with me. Lucky i am!


I should follow my heart and do wat pleases and satisfies me, and believe in wat i want, every story of success was just a dream, who knows, maybe when i die i'll be proud, and i really want that! .......

i decided to keep on & do it no matter wat!!. anyway i'm not seeking grades, i dont fear failure, i just want to do my best, and Allah will do the rest, i shouldnt give up, i should follow my heart!

ان اريد الا الاصلاح ما استطعت وما توفيقي الا بالله عليه توكلت واليه انيب

now i remembered "اعملوا آل داوود شكرا"

THANK U Allah, i LOVE sooo much


Pray for me guys :) .... meet u in ur do3aaa2

Academic skills center

i was googling online one day & found This link, one of the best web pages that i ever saw..

it contains online videos talking about differnet skills such as Time Management, Notetaking, Stress Management,Reading Improvement and others.

i wish u like it too,

Enjoy :)

salaaam

و أهلها مصلحون

السلام عليكم

كثيرا ما كان ينتابني شعور بالإحباط أو الاستسلام أو أيا ما كان مسماه عندما أشرع في شيء أرى أن له هدفا ساميا ولا أجد دعما من أحد, بل على العكس تماما, هناك من الناس من لا شغل له إلا "إيقاف المراكب السايرة"

كثيرا ما أسمع :"انتي فاكرة نفسك هتعملي ثورة 23"و "إيه الفايده" و "و مالهاش لازمة" و "انتي فاكرة نفسك هتغيري الدنيا"و "خلاص مفيش أمل" و غيره من المحبطات التي لا تجعلني أعود إلى أرض الواقع, بل و أرتطم بها!!!

ولكني أرى أنه من واجبي تحسين الوضع الذي نحن فيه, ولو بأيسر اليسير و على قدر استطاعتي و بما وهبني الله رب العزة من قدرات, لأن هذا الوضع غير مقبول على الإطلاق و لأن الله جل في علاه يقول:"إن الله لا يغير ما بقوم حتى يغيروا ما بأنفسهم"... و علي على الأقل أن أحاول و أبدأ و ما توفيقي إلا بالله...و دع أذاهم و توكل على الله

و أعود و أرى أني أحلم و احلم, و أستيقظ على ما قلته في البدء, و اعود و أحبط

و لكني اليوم سمعت آية في كتاب الله العزيز, كأني أسمعها لأول مرة و يا سبحان الله, كان وقعها علي كأعجب ما يكون

"
و ما كان الله مهلك القرى بظلم و أهلها مصلحون"

ياااااااااااااااااااااااه..... شوية فصحى كمان!! .. "مصلحون" اسم فاعل , تدل على التجدد و الاستمرار و المتابعة...يعني يمكن أن نفسرها :"و أهلها يصلحون"...لغويا تعطي هذا المعنى

ياااااااه , أيضا "أهلها" ليس سادتها!!!!!.... الشعب , أنا و انت و هي

يا الله, يعني لن نهلك ما دمنا نسعى في إصلاح أمتنا, وصف الله ذلك بالظلم!!!! ياما أنت كريــــــــــــــم يا رب

الآن أشعر بتحسن بالغ و لدي نية جديدة, و كلما شعرت بيأس سأتذكر بإذن الله هذه الأية, عسى أن نكون سببا في حفظ هذه الأمة

الحمد لله الذي هدانا لهذا وما كنا لنهتدي لولا أن هدانا الله ...اللهم لك الحمد حتى ترضى و لك الحمد إذا رضيت و لك الحمد بعد الرضا

و السلام عليكم و رحمة الله و بركاته

Changed in Me...

assalamu 3alikom,

some times i contemplate my self, my personality & how it changed through years i've lived... i found out that ppl around me had the greatest affect in my personality, i can say that All the turning points in my personality where due to sm1.

it were things that they said or did that made me reconsider my life, or change my attitude towards my self & to actually get to know ME!!!

To All of those ppl i say thank u for that role that u played in my life, u tought me, made me change (even if slightly) to the better without u even notice.

i donno if listing those ppl would be a good idea, but i'm listing them anyway! ( past to recent)

1) Mrs. Safaa, arabic teacher-my primary school ...made me feel that i'm really smthin!

2) Mrs.Ra3'da, math teacher -primary school, made me realize that ... i'll keep this for my self.

3)Mrs. Refqa, religion teacher-primary school, made me realize that i'm different & gave me trust

4)Sh. ahmad al kobaisy...he is one of the most ppl i love on this planet, al7amdulillah, he is the one who tought me what does it mean to "Read" Quran, understand it, think of it, & Love Allah.what it means to be a muslim, i owe this man soo much, i do Love him.

5)My cousin Soha, she just said "Noha, i envy u , ppl Love u!!"... for me, that was a SHOCK!!!, Look who is talking!! , this was the first real turning point in my life.

6)Mr. Khalid el 3awwam, ooooh, wat can i say, this man used to make me feel like an angle, he treated me asif i'm the best one in the whole universe!, i can never forget his face when praying for me. He also tought me sooo much things concerning my religion, i owe him much

7)Sh. Mabrouk 3ateyya, he made me see things in a different way, apply Islam in my life by Feeling it & Living it, & that we have hearts that should be tender & soft All the way, we have manners that should stay the best All they way, i do Love him... i miss him too

8)Mrs. zainab, tought me to wait to see the wisdom beyond things that happen, Always seek Allah's satisfaction, & when i run to sm1 for a problem, just search for those who will remind me of Allah...she changed my view 2wards "el rizq", made me understand that things r not as we see, they r much more complicated that we'll never understand

9)Dina, my dear friend, i knew what does it mean to have someone that makes u feel relaxed no matter how annoyed u r, made me realize that friendship doesnt mean to "stick" to ur friends & call them daily... tought me to be -somewhat- realistic ( but i'm not yet, i think this will take time)....& so many many things that i really cant count, i just wish we stay 2gether 4ever.

10)Dr. Ihab, i feel soo much grateful for that person, although he wont even notice that he really affected me, this man -implicitly- gave me hope, tought me to love wat i study, made me have a reason in our "FCIS", i loved the college because of that person.

11)Heba 3saam, wat can i say!!!, i knew that life is not that silly as it seems to be, i knew wat it means to be deeply hurt & suffering yet smiling to make ppl happy, i realized that i'm not the strange one with the values i have, i understood what it means to feel for ppl, do what u believe is right regardless anything else...to Always look at the blessing & not to be down into myself....i think i should stop, cz this wont end if i kept on!!

12) Waleed Galaaal, this was the second Biggest turning point in my life, he made me discover my self, belive in me, look deep down to know, & tought me that every thing in Islam makes the person Really a better person, from All aspects ....& most of All, never give up to change a bad situation. this resulted: TU, TMD, TU2, Cross Roads, and many other events that i did (will do) in clg.

13) Nosayba, i can never ever discribe how great this person is, she always gives me the power to keep on, tells me things that no one would ever say, makes me see things that i would never see, makes me feel better & better when i talk to her, reminds me of Allah & of muslim's manners,... i just cant talk about her like this, cz she has a continouse effect on me that i never want to let go.

14)Roaa, mmmmm, Roaa tought me how to Really Believe in what i belive in...that thoughts dont just cross our minds and pass, we shloud stick to them & turn them into deeds & objectives....she tought me what it means to dedicate myself to others, & never think of any thing in return. Roaa is in deed one of the ppl who made me change my attitude in life.

15)Reda Maged, i Almost Never spoke to him, i dont know him aslan! but i learnt from him so much, i really did, somehow i developed my self, discovered some areas in me that i never tried to discover, mostly related to our study, i also found some interests that i wouldnt even notice that i'm interseted in.

16)Dr. Omar Karam, the Third turning point...he just said, replying on me when i asked him for an advice:"wat do u want me to tell u!!,honestly wat do u want me to tell u...hey, u r in the middle of the way...u went out the box, u saw things out of the box , u can think out of the box, leave advices for those who r still in the Box!".

17) Dr.Ahmad Safwat, putting aside every thing, now i have a new vision, i love wat i do, i realised things differently, i understood that i should have decisions loooong time ago, i knew that things r just simple but i had to try..... i have hope, i'm thinking positively, i have a goal!!!

18)Alaa Shaker, i saw what it means to be good & KNOW that u r good...trust ur self & ur abilities, think widely & know wat u can do & wat u cant do!

19)Abdelra7man 3esam, i learnt from him how to be missy in an organised way, to learn from ppl who are arround u & never think that i'm late.... to belive that i can follow...to love wat i do....i also found out that i'm interseted in the Body Language thing!

20) Dr. Mahmoud Hosam, he Reminded me to love my pen & paper, to love my book, have with them this relationship of belonging & friendship, also to be effictive, study hard, & to be a good model & to Always remember that "actions speek louder than words".



Top of that list comes My father, he cant be just added to the list, i think he needs a post only for him.


those were the ppl who made me reconsider, i listed them in an ascending order of their apperence in my life.

Most of them Dont even realize wat they did, as i mentioned b4...well, i like that! i dont want them to know anyway, but i just want to say that i really appreciate All of them & wish that ALLAH Bless them &amp; make them lead a happy life & make their wish come true..

Tu All of u ...Jazakom Allahu 3anny 5ayral jazaa2.
salaaaaaaam

Thankful I Am

assalamu 3alikom,

I'm really thankful, to the one i love the best , to Allah.

yaaaaaaaaaah, how wonderful to feel that ALLAH listens to ur prayers & makes them come true, not exactly by the way u asked, but by the best way that can ever happen to u.

I'm grateful to Allah cz he made me feel relieved, he "shara7 sadry" as we say in arabic, i could never imagine that things will turn that good & that fast too.

i just understood that Allah waits till u run to him, asking him & ONLY him, to help u & tell him exactly how u feel & wat u want, then Allah with his unmeasurable mercy will put every thing in it's right place, of course MUCH better than u asked & with ALL satisfaction that u may ever feel.

Allah, i DO LOVE U, thank u Allah for being my GOD, & being my ONLY god..The One & Only.
& thank u for not letting me just follow myself, thank u for not letting me think of any1 but u, thank u for getting me back to u whenever i start walking away, thank u for letting me feel that it is All bcz of u, & thank u for teaching me to thank u & thank u for letting me realize this blessing.

Al7amdulillahi rabbel 3alameeen, 7amdan b-yaqeeen

Our Prophet (pbuh)

assalamu 3alikom,

well, i donno where to start from, i just want to talk about our prophet Muhammad (PBUH).

al7amdulillah i noticed that we have that inner belief of Allah sob7anahu wata3alaa, satisfaction with all that Allah choose for us, we Love Allah & fear him.

But i rarely hear ppl talking about Muhammad (pbuh), except when saying that he (pbuh) said this hadeeth or that....but , do we REALLY kno him, do we REALLY love him , him as OUR prophet, our role model, the best man ever on this earth, the one that taught us every single detail in life, the one who had suffered so much to show us the way, the one who used to cry deeply out of worrying about us, the one who cares so much that we enter the paradise, the one who had the Biggest heart ever, the kindest soul ever...the one who wants us to be the best and the one who loves us without even knowing us...

ya rasoola Allah...

we are guilty, bgd, we just dont appreciate, our hearts are not as tender as he (pbuh) wanted them to be, we are not as grateful as we should, we dont even learn from him they way we should.

I deeply pray that i get to kno prophet Muhammad more and more, learn more and more, follow his steps, and to love him the Best.........Love him the Best!!! --salla allahu 3alihi wasallam--
welling not to let him down in the judgment day,
Allahumma istajeb.

u too pray for me to join him in Paradise. me , u and all the Muslims isAllah...

Love u Allah, Love u ya rasoola Allah (PBUY).

meet u in ur do3aa2,
salaaaaam

My Story with Allah

assalamu 3alikom,

My story with Allah, this is smth bgd...

i do LOVE allah, i always think that i really want to satisfy him in every action i do. smtimes i do things that i REALLY dont want to do only cz i know that Allah will be pleased or bcz Allah commanded us to do it.

sometimes i DONT do things that i REALLY want to do, cz i know that Allah wont be satisfied.
i sometimes imagine my self standing in front of Allah, in the day of judgment, and he asks me why did i do smthing masalan, oh my GOD!!! wat am i supposed to say now! , i should have a reason, or i shouldnt do it aslaan...that's y i care to do wat makes Allah pleased...i really want to stand proudly in front of him

& because i Love him, i want him to Love me too, i cant imagine my self yoom 2l eayama "the day of judgment" and Allah is angry at me or not satisfied, or that the prophet Muhammad (pbuh) feeling ashamed that i belong to his omma, or even called "muslim"...i really want my judgment to be the happiest thing that ever happened to me.

Now my problem is, that in some situations i really dont know wat will satisfies Allah, ya rabby a elly yerdeek wana a3melo, i really dont kno....in these situations i start feeling sad, cz my biggest wish that i know that it wont happen in this life becomes urgent, i feel that i just want it to come true ASAP, my wish is that i talk to Allah & he answers mee baaaaaaaack!!!!

i kno that this wont happen fel donia, only fel ganna, that's is one of the reasons y i really want to be fel ganna...i also wish sooooo much to stay with prophet Muhammad (PBUH) an talk to him & tell him soo much things & learn from him & listen to him salla Allahu 3alihi wasallaaam.

ya rabb erda 3anny w da55alny el ganna, this is my goal.

P.S.: when i wrote the title "my story with Allah", i had a very different content in mind, but i donno y i went to another point & couldnt stop my self of writing...so, isAllah i'll post "My story with Allah" soon.

thnx for ur time!

salaaaaaaam

First Post

assalamu 3aikom,

how r u guys, hope things r going just fine!

this is not actually my first post, i actually had a previous blog but i wasnt that satisfied.
Here, in this blog, i would like to share my thoughts, my feelings, my ups & downs, my experience in life, my attitude & my beliefes.

i hope u enjoy my blog, as i really wish it to be useful.

enjoy ur time,
salaaaaam