assalamu 3alikom,
If u r in FCIS, u definitely feel the horrible atmosphere that is there... every one is sad, depressed, broken or not satisfied.
we were welcomed in the first week by couple of unfair events that made every one just feeling bad... ppl feel so bad for the departments that they joined bel3afya, they feel like dead.. almost every body has a problem in the graduation project or the graduation team... every body feels injustice
As an ACMer there are things that i Have to do, like mentoring and some events such as the TMD.
Well, i feel weak, i feel that i hate this college, how would i ever talk to the new class and tell them to love it while i feel deep nofooor for every one in the college staff (drs), and every place in the college... i just feel "nafsy ta3afuh".
How can i make a difference a place where every one is feeling injustice and feeling miserable. who would listen!!... who am i fooling!!! 2al TMD 2al
I thought that i may have a chance of being a TA in CSys and that it would be a good chance to "give"... now i feel "who cares!!", meen ygeelo nefs y2addem 7aga fel kolleyya de.
she3arat she3arat, w mabade2 w mabade2, w fel a5er we are as roaa said seeking water in the desert.
but u know what!!!, rabbena 7akeeem, and fair, and it's not that bad, i have to think where is el 5eer in all wat is happening, cz ana 3andy yaqeeen shedeed fellah sub7anahu wata3ala.. and i know that Allah is Always there.
Allah wants to see what are we gonna do to fix this situation or to even look at the bright side.... and i thought of "being proactive", and thought of the "inside outside" principle...
in the next post isAllah, i'll tell u wat i decided to do, and hope u help if u can, we now need to make it better more that any time b4... we cant just give up and let go every thing cz we are desperate... we have to change that fact.
salaaam
Salamo Alikom Noha,
ReplyDeletebossy, ana mesh ha2ollek enny 7assa beeky we matez3aleesh wel 7agat de.
awalan ana za3lana ah bass akeed mesh hab2a za3lana add as7ab el sha2n nafsohom (4th year y3ny).
we saneyan ma2darsh a2ollek matez3aleesh bardo. 3shan el wa7ed lw maz3elsh we 2al wana maly yeb2a keda mafeesh 7aga hate7sal welly 7asal da hayetkarrar kol sana we yemken worse.
ana gaya a2ollek eh b2a :D, gaya a2ollek (we a2ool le Roaa kaman we kol el nas) en this is the best time and the best opportunity ennena ne3mel 7aga lel koleya. el koleya fe3lan me7tagalna. me7taga le nas bet7eb koleyetha (be sarf el nazar 3n el bad events elly 7asalet 2orayeb, bass I'm sure u love ur college geddan :D). me7taga le nas te3allem b3daha we teb2a kodwa lel agyal el kadema.
Don't give up. bgd el amal feeko wallahy. ento a7'er el regal el mo7tarameen. a7'er nas bet7eb el koleya de we mosta3edda teshta3'al 3shanha.
we ana 2o7ayeeky ya Noha ennek fe a7'er el post 2olty ennek won't give up we ennek hate3mely 7aga we mesh hateskoty wel kalam da. bgd (Y) geddan. wana 2olt ashaga3ek we a2ollek add eh ay 7aga hate3meleeha hateb2a mohemma we hate3mel far2 even if el far2 da mesh hayban now we even lw enty et7'arragty wana et7'arragt we b3d keda el koleya 7alha et3adal. bass da akeed kan be sabab en fe nas beteshta3'al we beyeegy waraha nas tekammel el sho3'l da we kollo mesh 3ayez fel a7'er 3'eer reda Rabbena we e3la2 sha2n el kolleya.
ana tawelt awy :D :$
c u kareeban ya gameel :D
yes ya asmaa, i agree with every word u said...
ReplyDeletejazaki Allahu 5ayran, w enty lafatty entibahi le 7aga feyya... i have to admitt ennt fe3lan ba7ebb el kolleyya, ba7eb koll makan feeha, ba7ebb dof3ety geddan w ba7ebb el mo3edeen awy w 7assa ennena kollena fel kolleyya de - talaba aw mo3edeen- nas kwayyesa
welly by7sal da wage3nyyyyy awyyy deeeep inside cz i do love it, w i hate enn ykoon fee zolm keda fe makan ba7ebbo w le nas ba7ebbaha
Allahu Al mosta3aan.... da3awatik ya semsem, mestaneyya ashoof asarha el 5ateeer :D
salaaaam