... تبصي تلاقي ربنا يكرمك :)

بابايا دايما يقولي الجملة دي, دايما بتيجي بعد جملة كانت قبلها, زي مثلا:

- "اتعودي دايما انك تدي المحتاجين, حتى لو إنتي شايفة انك محتاجة اللي معاكي, تبصي تلاقي ربنا يكرمك"

- "الناس الكبار ربنا حطهم في حياتنا عشان ناخد حسنات, بريهم و ريحيهم, تبصي تلاقي ربنا يكرمك"

- "معلش, استحملي غلاسة اخوكي الصغير, وأجبري بخاطره, تبصي تلاقي ربنا يكرمك"

- "كلمة الحمد لله دي نعمة كبيرة اوي دايما احمدي ربنا, تبصي تلاقي ربنا يكرمك"

- "لما تجيلك فكرة, ابدأي على طول نفذيها ابدأي في السعي ومتفكريش كتير, تبصي تلاقي ربنا يكرمك"

- "يا بنتي توكلي على الله ومتشليش هم حاجة, تبصي تلاقي ربنا يكرمك"

بس خلاص...

أنا بس حبيت أقول إني بصيت ولقيت إن ربنا بيكرمني دايما الحمدلله, وكرمه معايا مالوش حدود, ومنعم عليا بحاجات كتير, حاجات عظيمة زي إني الحمدلله من المسلمين

الحمدلله على عائلتي واصحابي وشركتي وشغلي, والناس اللي بشتغل معاهم, والناس اللي عارفهم, وعلى الحال اللي أنا فيه :)

أنا برضه مبسوطة بكل الحاجات الصغيرة اللي عندي, بما فيهم سواق الباص بتاعنا المحترم, ولون الحيطة بتاعت الشركة اللي أنا فيها, ورنة موبايلي, وقلمي الأزرق, وحاجات تانية كتير

والحمدلله لما بستنى الاسانسير بييجي على طول, وغالبا بيبقى فاضي, ولما آجي اركب تاكسي مش بيتخانق معايا, و بعرف أعدي الشارع حتى لو العربيات ماشية بسرعة, ولما أحب أشتري لبان بلاقي النوع اللي بحبه, ولما احب أساعد الناس, الاقيهم هم بيتصلوا يطلبو المساعدة, وحاجات تانية كتيير.. كفاية إني الحمدلله لما باعوز حاجة, بعرف اطلبها من ربنا, بغض النظر بتحصل ولا لأ, بس الدعاء في حد ذاته نعمة :)

دي حتى نعمة كبيرة قوي إني لما حسيت إني في نعمة, فتحت النوتس وكتبت, وحضراتكم دلوقتي بتقروها..

بصوا, وهتلاقوا ربنا بيكرمكم :)

الحمدلله :)

The beauty of hard times...

Yesterdays I had a call from my dear friend Shorouk El Khateeb (tab3an I will not mention here how nice, pure, sweet, lovely, helpful, wonderful, caring, funny and amazing this girl is, and how much I really love her, because this is not what the post mainly about..) Oooops :D, I had mentioned already :D, sorry.. back to the main topic :D

I haven’t seen shawshawty for long, so as all the “long time no see” phone calls, each of us was telling the other her latest news.. hers was that she travels a lot now a days and she is not that much happy about it because this makes her life kind of unstable.. Mine was that al7amdulillaah everything is fine
Shawshawty said something that deeply touched me without noticing, she said:”wallahi ya Noha ana bad3y rabbena kteer awii w fe koll salaa enno……, w fe koll marra basafer ba2ool do3aa2 el safaar wana mota2akkeda enn rabbena….” (I won’t publish what her prayer was, but this is enough to clarify my point).

At that point, I had that strange feeling, I felt sorry for myself and told Shawshawty so. It has been a long time since I last had hard times in my life, since I had something that made me keep praying and praying for Allaah’s bless and mercy. It has been a long time since I last felt how Allaah is there for me, always there with me in my hard time and giving me hope, telling me “Noha, trust in me, things will be great one day, you know I wont let you down” . It has been a very long time since I had that lonely feeling knowing that no one will do me good except Allaah SWT, since I read Quran with heart full of hope and love and eyes full of tears….

Shawshawty said her words with deep belief that Allaah won’t let her down, she was so sincere in what she said, and that is exactly what I deeply truly miss in myself.

Now I think, good times are not that good after all, and there is beauty in our hard times that we should really seize the chance to get the best of it and enjoy it to the max.

Thanks shawshawty for the call, may Allaah bless you always, and never ever let you down.. "و ما كان الله ليضيع إيمانكم, إن الله بالناس لرؤوف رحيم" :)

Guess what!!.. I'll die one day!

The Dr: "I'm sorry to tell you that you have a serious disease, your body will not be able to resist it any more!"
The patient: "OMG! :| :|, am i going to die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Dr: "We will do all what in our hands to make you live the rest of your life without pain"
The patient: "How long will I live :|!!"
Dr: "We can not say such thing for sure, but from the reports i have in hand, your body can not resist more than 6 months!"
~End of story :D

Here comes a new one..
The patient thought about his life, it is going to end soon, he has nothing to do about it.. he was so sad and depressed, he hated the idea that he was dying, very sad.. the days were passing like hell.. hearing such news was the worst thing that ever happened to him, nothing can be any worse!

Another patient comes with the same story, but there is a slight difference:
Last days of mine! i need to enjoy my life!, every body has to remember my smile, the change i made in their lives, the laughters we shared, the good time and the joy we had.. I want to be remembered, i need ppl to pray for me when they remember me.. and I want to die happyyyyyyy!

This man started making his wish come true at once, he always called to check on his friends, he was there for them, went on outings and had lots of fun. did things for the first time with his beloved ones.. He enjoyed the fact that he is leaving a good memory, he enjoyed the fact that his friends will remember him with the smile he shared, he sang loudly despite his awful voice to make them laugh. he loved them, he showed that love, and was so happy to be pleased with such wonderful friends.

This feeling made him enjoy the fact that he is dying, he thought: "I never died before, why do i assume that death is a bad experience! It is my call to make it a nice one! :)"

I am currently having this attitude, as I'm leaving my company... every one is sad that I'm leaving, and this made me want to leave a good memory.. When i thought more about "Leaving" I thought about "what about death"!
My thoughts led me to thank Allaah for his bless, which is the fact that we all will die, no exceptions!.. knowing such a fact will make you, if you are wise enough, enjoy you life. You will be keen to make it a life to be remembered by others, do only what makes you pleased seeking the satisfaction of Allaaah. Every body will love you, because you are doing your best to show that love because you don't have enough time, you don't know for sure when you are dying.

Not knowing when you life ends, or when you will be leaving makes you more eager to get the max of every thing of your life in all its sides (religious, knowledge, love, family, friendship,..) all what you need to know that it will be soon, that's it.. and that's all what Allaah sub7anahu wata3ala told us about death.. Sub7ana Allaaah :)

Dying is a big motive of living well, loving others, play bowling and sing out loud to your friends :D

Al7amdulillaah for all the blesses that we could never realize without his guidance..Al7amdulillaah that we will die one day and al7amdulillaaah that we want to have the best in the hereafter :)