3eed Prayer

assalamu 3alikom,

Today al7amdulillah i went to the 3eed prayer, it was really nice.

wat u dont know that i really didnt want to go, i was feeling like :"ya rabbyyy, mesh 3ayza aroo7.. bas i have to... feha a lw maro7tish, yarabby, i have to, haroo7 wana maleesh nefs 5alessss :( ".. i kno that this sounds "7aram !" but that wat i really felt, not only me, my sister and cousins too!!

el mohem i went as i said - bel3afya- the mousque was crewded and every thing was like evey where in a 3eed moring :)

while we were saying the takbeeraat, the imam interrupted saying that we are muslims, and the islaam is the religion of order, we have to say the takberaat toghether, not koll wa7ed fe wady!!, he said we have to feel that "ALLAHU Akbaar", and that today Allah is looking at us with the angels and Allah wants to be proud of us , All muslims at the same time saying :"Allahu akbaar, Allahu akbaar".. we feel it and say it with love, pride and belief <--- those where his words!!

we continued takbeer, then stood to pray, he said : "ppl, for ur sake, the 5otba is part of the prayer, 3eed 5otba is a short one, we need to listen to it not just run after the tasleeem, stay and listen,then u will be doing as our dear prophet Muhammad did (pbuh) " ... and we prayed

of course i waited till the end of th e5otba.. he spoke about ( Al i7saan), he said the hadeeth :"Enna Allaha kataba al i7sana fe kolli shay2", he said that we have to be an "a7san" friend, "a7san" relative, "a7san" student... we have to do All the things we do "b-a7san" way, Allah loves that we do thingswith i7saan, Allah made the i7saan in every thing.

he also said that any thing u do in this life can be rewarded with soo much 7asanaat if u intend "al i7saan " in it for Allah, cz at the end of the story, every thing we do, we do it for Allah..

Now, i'm glad that i went to the prayer, and al7amdulillah happy with the usefull things i heard today, al7amdulillah that i didnt just stay at home like any other lazy person.. after All, howwa fee kam 3eed ad7a fel sana !!! :D

Kol sana wento tayyebeen :)

salaaaaam

Happy Feast

assalamu 3alikom,

Koll sana wento gamee3an b5eeer, ya rabb isAllah tkoon ayyamko kollaha sa3ada...

w Alf mabrook, isAllah tkoono mn elly rabbena 3ataqhom mn el naar today :)

thnx for those who sent me mails to add to my do3aa2 list, rabbena ytaqabbal menna w menkom ya rabb w yshfy mardana w mardakom w yrda 3anna gamee3an w yrzoqna el i5laas ya rabb, w yzedna noor :)

mesh 3arfa leeh ba2aly fatra 7assa enny 3ayza 2a2ool :"matensoneesh, hatew7ashooony", maybe cz this is the last 3eed that we are spending together, this fact arouses my tears... but isAllah our future will be full of happiness and we will meet again isAllah.

Alqakom 3ala 5eeer :)

special thanks to nosnos ;), rabbena yr3aaky w y7fazik.. enny o7ebboki fellaah (F)

salaaaaaam

kelmeteen 3assaree3

assalamu 3alikom,

mn kam yoom 3amalt zamb fazee3, kont lying down 3al bed, about to sleep, sme3t athan el fagr w 2olt fe serry :"ha2oom now" , w lamma omt la2eet el donia mnawwara wel shams tal3a... mn el a5er : ana sme3t el athan w bardo masaletsh el fagr...

7asseeet yomha bel zamb awyyy, w olt : yalahwy !!, howwa fee afza3 mn keda!!.. ana mesh bas sme3t el athan, da ana raddetto kaman...

el mohem olt yomha ana hasoom takfeeran 3an el amb da, ma3 enny kan nefsy yomha aftar awy, el yoom da fel kolleyya tawaeeel w mesh metsa77ara wala 7aga... bas olt bardo hasoom ::"rabbena y3'ferly ba2a", kont fe3lan mesh 3arfa akaffar ezzay.

yomha sub7ana Allah, el mo7adra etla3'et w rawwa7t badry :) ... w ftert 3ady w nemt tany yoom w s7eeet 3ala el fagr lwa7dy... omt fay2a w msa7sa7a ma3 enny kont nayma met2a55ar...w salleet el fagr 7ader wal7amdulillah .. sub7ana Allah fe3laan

hatha mn fadl rabby, al7amdulillaaahi rabbel 3alameen :)

ur (-ve) emotions

assalamu 3alikom,

i feel like it's been years since my last post, glad to be back :)

anyways, I'm attending nowadays the basic course 2 in Zedny, i see it's really cool.

last Tuesday the session was "how to deal with your negative emotions"... i thought that it was gonna be about not being sad, trying to smile, neglect how u feel, get busy by anything else, etc...

the session was really amazing.. it wasn't traditional as i thought it would be... a totally new content.

the instructor said that the negative feelings are very beautiful things.. each feeling we feel carries a msg that calls us for a certain action saying :"Hello, i'm the X feeling carrying the following msg, you need to do Y urgently !!!".. WOW ... this is a paradigm shift :D

he called the negative feelings as "Signals", and listed the most common "signal" as follows:

Discomfort Fear Anger Guilt Overload Inadequacy & Frustration

also listing each one's msg and the action it is calling for.

as i saw this a wonderful material i decided to give it in our dear FCIS, so if u r seeking details just come and attend :D....

i feel :"al7amdulillaaah that i had that awesome chance to attend that session", i feel blessed, and I'm trying to start acting as i learnt.

God bless u All..

salaaaaaaaam

فقد مس القوم قرح مثله

السلام عليكم ورحمة الله

سورة آل عمران بها مجموعة آيات من أحب الآيات إلى قلبي و هي الآيات من 138 إلى 142

..أراها علاج أي حزن أوانكسار لأني أؤمن بأنها تقوم بما يسمى بــــ

Paradigm Shift :)

أولها :"هذا بيان للناس وهدى وموعظة للمتقين" ... بالرغم من أن هذه الآية خاتمة لما قبلها ,, إلا أني أسعد عندما أقرؤها على أنها مقدمة لما بعدها.. أي : هذا الذي سيأتي ذكره هو بيان للناس و موعظة و هدى للتقين .. اللهم اجعلنا منهم

ولا تهنوا ولا تحزنوا وأنتم الأعلون إن كنتم مؤمنين ... الرائعة :) ... و أفهمها: إن كنا مؤمنين فنحن الأعلون , فلا يهن المؤمن ولا يحزن...أفضّل -من وجهة نظري المتواضعة- أن أفهمها هكذا عوضا عن : أنتم الأعلون فلا تهنوا و لا تحزنوا, هذا إن كنتم مؤمنين... أفضّل الأولى

ثم الأروع- و القرآن كله رائع : "إن يمسسكم قرح فقد مس القوم قرح مثله وتلك الأيام نداولها بين الناس " ياااااااااااااااااااه... عندما تعلم يقينا أنك لست وحدك في حزنك هذا, وأن الله ابتلى غيرك ممن سبقوك و ممن هم آتون بعدك بنفس ما ابتلاك به... يااااااه, و أن هذه سنة الله في خلقه, وأن ما تشعر به الآن و ما تعانيه و جهادك القوي الذي تجاهد به نفسك و يرهقك و لا تقوي عليه و تطلب من الله أن يعينك على نفسك وألا يشغل قلبك بسواه , كل هذا لست فيه وحدك و لست الأول و لن تكون الآخر... و ان دعاءك و قربك من الله و استعانتك به كان هو زاد من قبلك و يكون الآن زادك.. فتدعو الآن لنفسك و لغيرك

لماذا هذا ..لماذا مبدأ:"أغالب نفسي و تغلبني"... يأتي الرد :"وليعلم الله الذين آمنوا ويتخذ منكم شهداء والله لا يحب الظالمين ".. اللهم اجعلنا مؤمنين ولا تجعلنا في القوم الظالمين

سبب آخر.. أن هذا الذي أنت فيه ثمن للجنة التى طالما دعوت الله سبحانه بها و سألته إياها.. ثمنها أن تجاهد نفسك لا تكل ولا تمل, ثمنها أن تصبر و ما أعظم اجر الصابرين.. و الصبر :"كأن شيئا لم يكن"....."أم حسبتم أن تدخلوا الجنة ولما يعلم الله الذين جاهدوا منكم ويعلم الصابرين "

لست أدرى إن استشعرتم و إياي ما قلت سالفة... و لكني لا أزال أعشق هذه الآيات و أوصي كل من أراه حزينا بقراءتها وأحب الله أنه رزقنا إياها في كتابه العزيز ... أحبك ربي

و فقنا الله لما يحب و يرضى

So... let's have Patience

i was checking one of my friends' space and found this:

قال شمس الدين بن القيم رحمه الله : وإنما يجد المشقة في ترك المألوفات والعوائد من تركها لغير الله، أما من تركها مخلصاً لله فإنه لا يجد في تركها مشقة إلا أول وهلة؛ ليمتحن أصادق في تركها أم كاذب، فإن صبر على تلك المشقة قليلاً استحالت لذة

Now i remebered those two beautiful verses :

1)انه من يتق ويصبر فان الله لا يضيع اجر المحسنين
2)وَأَمَّا مَنْ خَافَ مَقَامَ رَبِّهِ وَنَهَى النَّفْسَ عَنِ الْهَوَى فَإِنَّ الْجَنَّةَ هِيَ الْمَأْوَى

Allahumma 2a3enna 3ala anfusina... waj3alna nm el mottaqeen assabereeen

salaaaam

My Du3a2 List

assalamu 3alikom...

b4 Ramadan ends, and b4 i finish my 5atma- which was one of my best 5atmas ever, Al7amdulillah- i thought that i really have to pray (ad3y), and ad3y a lot, and i thought of a very nice thing al7amdulillah :)

i thought that i'll pray for every one i know after my 5atma, and i wanted to be saying their own do3a2 - actually when sm1 says pray for me, i dont know wat shall i pray with at all-..... so i started a tiny campaign, gathering every one's do3a2 in a paper just to have them in hand after my 5atma and go on ed3eying :)... ya3ny saying do3aa2 :D

i collected ad3aya from my friends, colleagues, T.A.s, even Dr.s, my family and others... telling every one to write down whatever he/she wishes ( as do3a2 el Muslim le2a5eeh el Muslim mostagab).

the Do3a2 list reached 13 pages long !!.... i was soooo touched when reading them All. There were some ad3ya that made me smile, others that made me cry, others that made me reconsider, and many like that....

i saw the ppl i know from other aspects that i wasnt seeing them from... i also felt that this Do3a2 list made me somewhat closer to Allah.... it was an indescribable feeling that i had when saying All these ad3aya.. i felt really gr8.

i even decided to keep this Do3aa2 list and say it once in a while, and pray for those ppl :)

words are really not enough, i kind of speechless, i only want to say two things:
1) الحمد لله الذي هدانا لهذا و ما كنا لنهتدي لولا أن هدانا الله
2) guys, this is a start, why not every one of u seek those who he/she knows -even only cares for- and write down their prayers and just pray for them once in a while.... bgd it feels fantastic (Y).

Rabbena yataqabbal menna wa menkom.

P.S: i Do in deed thank Allah for this Ramadan, i really felt the difference... Allahumma taqabbalhu menna w balle3'na Ramadan el qadem :)... Allahumma ij3alna mn el mottaqeen

salaaaaaaaam